My Desire.

Do you "really" want to leave.
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It’s not just losing the weight, it’s about this very strange, distorted, destructive relationship with food.

Food is the abusive lover in our life that promises never to hurt us again, but it always does.

It’s the friend that hurts us after telling all our secrets to the world.  It tells us a little won’t hurt you, but you know deep down it does.

If I still get a payoff from this very harmful relationship and some how still think I can control this enemy within, sooner or later the abuse will happen again. 

The saddest part is, our own hands take part in the very action that brings us, yet more scars from this very destructive “friend”.

Lacy